what do you think would hurt you more? Your boyfriend having another affair or you having to urinate with blood in it? oohuhu.. the second one definitely hurts much much much more than the other. I was shocked when I felt pain while urinating a while ago. And my shock was doubled when I saw blood dripping from my most sensitive part.

right now, im still suffering from severe pain.and minutes have passed since i went to the comfort room. how i wish i could rip that part of my body so i could be free from pain even for a little while.

i won't eat junkfoods again. i won't eat salty foods again. never ever. i'd rather suppress my crave in eating those food than have this kind of pain. And i'd drink lots and lots of water. huhuhu..