last night, as my husband and i were lying in bed, he said he wanted to eat leche flan. i laughed at him because there were only 3 eggs left in our refrigerator. there was no way i could cook leche flan. he was mumbling something when i suddenly remembered the recipe my aunt taught me.

you only need:

custard

• a can of condensed milk
• 2 eggs
• 1 cup of water
• 1 teaspoon vanilla extract(optional)

caramel

• 3/4 cup sugar
• 1/4 cup water

in making caramel, boil the water with the sugar in medium heat. stir until the sugar melts completely and turns into golden brown.

pour the syrup into the leche flan mould. set aside.

mix all the custard ingredients. stir gently, make sure no bubbles take form. pour the mixture in the leche flan mould.

cover with aluminum foil and steam for 20 minutes.

 you will have an instant leche flan.

we had a good night sleep last night because our stomachs were satisfied with the mouth watering leche flan. yummy!

try it! just don't over cook your sugar or else, your syrup will taste bitter.

let me introduce to you my baby boy..

he was born on march 11, 2007 and weighted 3.5 kg.

he eats chocolates and loves to play cars(like the one you see above). he finishes 6 oz of milk, after that he eats rice and after that he eats cookies. hahaha.. to make the story short, he has a big appetite! he just turned a year old and now, he weighs 13 kg.

even though i am not with my baby right now, he still remembers his mommy. he even plants a kiss on my picture.. isn't he sweet?

attention: from now on you'll see lots of his pictures here in my blog.

 

 

i never thought i could miss my parents this much.. i miss the things we do together, the things we laugh at,and the moments of enjoyment with my child...

i wish i could turn back time and be with them again. but im not a fairy, i don't have magic so i couldn't do that. all i have is my memory, and all i can do is reminisce.

i am married and i live with my husband here in japan. our baby was left in the care of my parents in the philippines. so i've got no one to take care of or even to talk with since my husband works during weekdays. i roam around this apartment looking for things to do. trying to be busy so i can't feel boredom and loneliness. but despite all of that, i still find myself thinking of them. sometimes i cry because i miss them. i can't stop myself from crying and i don't even know why. maybe because i know the good things i've done for them are not yet enough to repay them.

my parents love me very much. but i took them for granted. back then, i thought they were a nuisance. i thought they were making things difficult for me, making me do things i don't even want to. i thought they were trying to sabotage my plans with my husband.

tsk..tsk..tsk.. then that thought was wrong. they did those things because it was for my own good.i was such a bad daughter. i regret i hurt them. i never should've caused them pain. i've done countless mistakes but they never stopped loving me and  giving me pieces of advice. and i am very thankful for that. i want to let them know how sorry i am. and that i won't hurt them anymore, the way i did before.

i've got the best parents in the whole world and nobody could take their place. i'm glad they're my parents. i'm glad i'm their daughter.

thank goodness i realized all my trespasses sooner than i thought, and i'm only 18..

i hope you enjoyed it. there are lots of games that i want to show you but that is one of my favorites..

it relaxes me. i feel so stress free after playing it.. hmm.. hmmm..

Family Restaurant



Click here to play this game

from y8.com

what do you think would hurt you more? Your boyfriend having another affair or you having to urinate with blood in it? oohuhu.. the second one definitely hurts much much much more than the other. I was shocked when I felt pain while urinating a while ago. And my shock was doubled when I saw blood dripping from my most sensitive part.

right now, im still suffering from severe pain.and minutes have passed since i went to the comfort room. how i wish i could rip that part of my body so i could be free from pain even for a little while.

i won't eat junkfoods again. i won't eat salty foods again. never ever. i'd rather suppress my crave in eating those food than have this kind of pain. And i'd drink lots and lots of water. huhuhu..

 

and i'm dying to have this..

high and light weight.. hmmm.. hmmm..

pair this with tights and tunics and you'll look good.. wuhoo!

gorgeous ain't it??

 

This is the first time that i've been away from my parents, my sister and my baby. I never thought this could be very dreadful. I miss them so much that I want to scream till i lose my voice.

I thought I was strong enough to survive in this foreign country. I guess i'm wrong. I'ts so lonely here. I don't even get to talk to people because I can't understand almost everything they say. I'm a filipino, and they're japanese. Maybe this is also one of the reasons why I feel so homesick.

And the fact that my husband goes to work 5 days a week, i'm the only person who resides in this apartment. Of course, you could see cockroaches behind the cabinets, and birds chirping by the window but they don't help. There are other residents in this apartment but they rarely go out of their houses. I feel so bored in here I feel like crying.

 

 

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